⾛出⿊夜王國：祁家威與臺灣同志運動⼝述歷史

Abstract

本論文旨在探討透過口述歷史的方法來協助臺灣同志運動的歷史書寫，並試圖突破傳統以團體社會運動為核心的敘事框架。傳統的臺灣同志運動歷史敘事，多以具聲量的團體、團隊為起點，著重於組織化行動與抗爭歷史。現有的台灣同志運動史研究，多以團體活動為敘事起點，這種框架容易忽略了早期個人挑戰體制的努力。以團體活動為主的同志運動史書寫，確實有其重要意義，也能夠為台灣同志運動的發展留下重要的篇章。然而，這樣的歷史書寫可能會忽略個體生命在推動同志權益與挑戰異性戀霸權邊界過程中的貢獻。如果試圖以個人化的同志行動作為標準，網羅個人（同志／非同志）介入性別政治的歷史，並且試著往前追認解嚴之前個人進行衝撞體制的材料，將有助於我們更全面的書寫台灣同志運動史。未來，更有待研究者找到其他史料，或是透過口述歷史的方法，書寫出突破同運「三十」（年）的論述框架。

本論文以祁家威先生的生命史為核心，嘗試以個體視角重新審視台灣同志運動的歷史，探討其可能性與貢獻，並留下祁家威先生的口述訪談紀錄稿。另外，筆者提出祁家威先生口述史的重要研究課題的三個面向，分別是：解嚴前同志性別經驗、愛滋防治的歷史建構、走出黑夜王國的旅程，祁家威留下的口述資料顯示，他從一個人衝撞黑夜，走到一群人等待天光的時刻，在同志運動史的書寫上有其意義與價值，也標誌出解嚴前後跨時代的同志人權追求歷程。

This thesis aims to explore the use of oral history as a method to assist in the historical documentation of Taiwan's LGBTQ+ movement, attempting to break through the tradi-tional narrative framework centered on group-based social movements. Conventional nar-ratives of Taiwan's LGBTQ+ movement history often take prominent organizations or teams as their starting point, focusing on organized actions and protest history. Existing research on Taiwan's LGBTQ+ movement history generally adopts this group-centric ap-proach, which tends to overlook the efforts of individuals who challenged systemic struc-tures in the early stages.While the group-focused narrative of the LGBTQ+ movement has significant importance and preserves critical chapters in the development of Taiwan's LGBTQ+ movement, this type of historical writing may neglect the contributions of individuals who advanced LGBTQ+ rights and challenged the boundaries of heteronormative dominance. By adopt-ing a personalized perspective on LGBTQ+ activism, documenting the historical engage-ment of individuals (both LGBTQ+ and allies) in gender politics, and retrospectively ac-knowledging pre-martial law efforts to challenge institutional structures, we can achieve a more comprehensive account of Taiwan's LGBTQ+ movement history. Future research-ers will need to uncover additional historical materials or utilize oral history methods to break through the "thirty-year" narrative framework of the LGBTQ+ movement. This thesis centers on the life history of Mr. Chi Chia-Wei, reexamining Taiwan's LGBTQ+ movement history from an individual perspective, exploring its possibilities and contributions, and preserving the oral interview transcripts of Mr. Chi Chia-Wei. The au-thor identifies three key research dimensions of Mr. Chi Chia-Wei's oral history: (1) LGBTQ+ gender experiences before the lifting of martial law, (2) the historical construc-tion of HIV/AIDS prevention, and (3) the journey of emerging from the "kingdom of darkness." Mr. Chi Chia-Wei 's oral accounts reveal a journey from solitary confrontation in the darkness to collective anticipation of dawn. His experiences hold significant mean-ing and value for the writing of LGBTQ+ movement history, marking the pursuit of LGBTQ+ human rights across eras before and after the lifting of martial law.